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Assalamualaikum :)

If you have to leave, can't u remember why we choose to be together at first. Well, we stil can make a good ending for every story in our life thou the beginning not really nice.


Kalau banyak sgt benda bad happened, cant u even remember at least one good memory we had together and hold to it? So that we can still be together.

 if ur heart say u should leave, no matter  how hard I try to make u stay, I believe you will walk away. And everything happen with Allah will. :)

Cause there's no use if u always see the bad in the good thing.

Im giving you all spaces u need and use it wisely from now.

saying goodbye wasnt that hard when u've got enough.

Wooo I was surprised to see 100 pageviews today, I mean like seriously!? just a random click I believe.

Theres an issue with my Facebook dp where everyone thoughts a guy holding my hand. Totally crap, lemme explain but wait, ghetiss ke? Just who want to know :p

Im totally happy some people walk out of my life these days.hihi I dont need those friends who only bring negative vibe.  Treat me badly, its a statement of who you are. If I really deserve it, alhamdulillah well at least Ive got some of punishment in dunya foe all bad things Ive did ;)

well live yourlife for the sake of Allah. Never ever bother about anyone else's life, we got our own story and make it a good history peeps!

Love and me?hahah
People said lady should marry a guy who crazy of her, not her chasing crazily to that guy. Well, I strongly agre.

gumbira sangat to know your true colour

I felt bad for someone. Because of me, I've put him and her fav girl almost into a fight (maybe, but no I guess).

Wishing you guys happily ever after and chill lah akak, I have my fav men yg sangat kacak rupa dan hati inshaa Allah, aamiin!

And for all harsh words Ive received today until menangis Iolls semuga air mata tu jadi air terjun yang menarik utk iollss and family di syurga nti inshaa Allah, aamiin.

Sebab I'm too sad to even tipu sikit say I'm okay dkt my superman, maaf iolls tk dpt reply ur wechat tonight.

Yes, iolls tk kuat mana.

Pesanan utk akak and abg tu, iolls bersyukur Allah pisahkan kita dulu. Alhamdulillah.

barakah!

"Ahah.. I too experienced this.. Once upon a time.. Except that im the guy.. Or exactly like ur bf.. Well for me, we nid someone like u, i mean the loved one.. But we dont want to be attached.. And this of course happens when we are already too long in a relationship.. I dont know about anyone else's but again, he is exactly like me.. Except that i spent more time with my video games than friends.. Ahaa.. So my advice to u, keep sabar.. Yeah bcakap lg senang dr buat.. But thats one of the thing in a relationship.. Other than loyalty trust and so on.. Btw, u can always argue with him about how is ur relationship is heading.. Dont makan hati sorang diri.."

My bestfriend trying to say that Im annoying in nice way, good boy Vixar.

Exactly. And I know, the other half of me pun makan hati juga sebab kita asyik nak attention like helloo nana, dia bukan laki kau sah lagi okay nak kongkong sana kepit sini mana boleh oihhh. And i know, this all happened bukan my other half yang nak, but Allah. Kan kan?! Sebab Allah love us both, jd kalau asyik kepit and spending time together, nti dh kahwin, dh boring dh hilang barakah tu. After all, thanks Allah :) senuga tertulis dia untukku and likewise, Allahumma Aamiin! ;)

And now, Im okayyy! just have faith and enjoy life :)

the fake "I love you"

Assalamualaikum :)

something came into my mind this morning that human love are cheap! And so mine I guess (couple dgn org lain then clash then couple, urghh berubahlah Nana, aamiin).

what make me think human love are cheap? Because how easy we say to some people that we love them today, and our heart change after a month or maybe after a year. And because of love, a lot of people are struggling, suffering and depressed because they gave their hearts away to someone they fell in love with but in the end? :(

because of these words: "I love you"

and one who easily change their heart from someone to another, doesnt even know what love means, because if they knew what love meant, they wouldnt be telling it to everyone, they would be upright..

so people, girls especially, dont allow the words "i love you" to go straight into your heart because anyone could say that to you and you might caught, hooked and what happens? Shaytaan got grip on you! Nauzubillah..

remember that the heart and the mind are the most powerful organs Allah has given it to us and blessed us with. So please dont allow people to control it, nobody shall control it besides Allah, dont hand it over someone please dont.

Because love come from our heart and our mind, which belong to Allah and inshaa Allah one day after we are married and within the limit we can give and share the portion of our heart with our spouse by the will of Allah, only then we know we found the right person :)

why?

andai akhirnya cuma luka

Kenapa masih bertahan

Sedang kau tahu diri tak kuat

Harus dimaniskan pahitnya sedih 

Dan bila kau mampu untuk memilih

Pasti ada satu ketika 

Saat kau mengeluh

Dan rasa kesal menyapa

Sungguh yang kita bilang terbaik

Mungkin bukan

Sebab tak ada yang sempurna

Dan kau rasa pahit

Bila tak sempurna itu cuma alasan

Andai diselit usaha

Mungkin lebih manis

Tapi tak semua kita lihat dengan mata kasar

Menanti diam disini

Harus diulang percakapan yang sama

Harus dirakam agar kau tak bisa lupa?

Apa harus disakiti dan terus disakiti

Kelak buka bicara

Cuma salah dia

Kenapa? 

Cuba. 

Untuk sekelian kali fahami diamnya dia

Rasai tiap hela nafas rindu

Dengarlah dari hati namamu dalam doanya

Sebab rasa kasih

Cuma pinjaman

Tiap rasa dari hati adalah anugerah Tuhan

Dan mungkin dia bisa hilangkan rasa itu

Seperti bangunnya pagi esok, 

Kau tak aku kenali lagi.

Fahami, Hormat, dan hargai. 

bahasa

Kita bukan diajar bicara yang manis

Untuk memikat hati

Tidak juga menanam tebu di bibir

Untuk mengaburi yang jelas

Mungkin yang pendek akal

Senang dibeli dengan manis bicara

Kita punya Tuhan

Punya agama

Punya pegangan

Kata orang, identiti diri.

Manusia tak sempurna

Tapi itu bukan alasan

Untuk kita terus berdosa

Untuk tak pernah mencuba

Jadi baiknya kita lebih dari sebelumnya

Andai dulu menyakiti

Andai dulu gemar menyindir

Andai dulu harapnya balasan baik dari manusia

Maka kita cuba

Walau gagal

Tuhan menilai dari usaha

Bukan hasilnya

Manusia gemar menilai

Teus menilai

Dan menilai

Terlebih terkurang nilainya

Bisa buat hati yang bersih jadi kotor

Dan mungkin sebaliknya

Sudahnya diam

Sebab diamnya kita

Buat gerunnya lawan

Atas kerana diam itu lebih baik dari berkata yang sia sia.