Dia

sebab bila tak mampu nak cerita pada manusia

kita jadi jatuh dalam fikiran kita sendiri

Saat kita mula kenal kawan dan lawan

Hitam dan putih

Rasa kita perlukan bahu untuk bersandar

Tapi tidak punya satu

Sentiasa ada lantai dan tanah untuk terus sujud

Setia

Allahu Allah

Saat dipatahkan hati kita

untuk tak terus berharap pada manusia

Agar kita sedar siapa kita

Leka sejauh mana kita

semua milik Dia.

Baik dengan Allah, baiklah segalanya.

Inshaa Allah

retak

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)

Dan bila aku khabarkan padamu
Retak derai airmataku
Kau kata ya
Kau kata kau ada
Kau kata kau disampingku
Kau kata
Cuma kata

Dan bila aku menunggu
Kau kata kau benar
Hanya kerana aku tidakkan salahmu

Apa kau lupa aku bisa berpaling
Tapi aku masih disini
Kerana aku memilih kau

Most of the time kita rasa kita paling kasihan amat kesian. Kita lupa setiap orang ada pengorbanan yang dia buat like in a relationship. Kita rasa kita dah beri, kita dah korban segala macam tapi tak dihargai. Sebab kita lupa, orang di pihak sana juga banyak berkorban dan ingin rasa dihargai. Tapi banyaknya, kita sedar lepas kita dah lepaskan geram. Barulah nak kesian semua. Haishhh so how are u goin to measure the honesty kalau u kept on asking people to appreciate you?haa jawab jawab.lol kalau kita nak rasakan ikhlas, kita banyakkan memberi, beri kasih sayang tulusnya tanoa mengharap disayangi. Hello,ramai anak ana yatim and anak angkat kat luar sana yang teringin nak ada family lik us, hiduo mcm kita, surrounded by people who love us. Alhamdulillah and lets pray better future for our brothers and sisters out there..

Im always wonder how people can get along in a relationship for a long time and tie it up with marriage. "To love is to commit". As simple as that.

Just like my partner selalu cakap, jagalah relationship ni. Now I know what u mean. Fight for this relationship and never ever give up on it. :') if u choose to keep it, inshaa Allah Allah akan mudahkan. Semuanya atas kita ;)

My apology for always hurt you. I know all the things you did, for our own good. Tapi, selalu emosi yang kawal diri. Maaf, insecure ni buat diri jadi macam ni. Bcs takut hilang, takut hilang awak. Sorry :(

koyak

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)

Maaf tak sesuai jadi penutup cerita
Walau selalu nya ya ia penamat segalanya
Tapi tak mesti yang selalu itu indah
Yang selalu itu bisa buat hati jadi rosak koyak

Apa maaf juga bagai tebu
Ditanam hujung bibir

Hati rosak koyak
Jiwa tahan pedih sekat airmata
Tak mungkin bisa dicantum kembali
Lukanya bisa sembuh
Parutnya mungkan hilang

Mungkin.

you are enough

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)


Macam tak sangka december almost come to the end. Pastu January then February. Haish. February means whattt? Means it time for good bye. It happen earlier than I expected. :(

Sungguh tak tipu, tiap kali log out, baru tringat eh I should write about my life mcm pegi jalan jalan sorang dkt bali, pei jumpa mat luthfi dkt perth. Tp lps tu, :/ jd kenangan juga. Mgkin this is what life is all about. You sedih, you happy, you mengamuk, you gelak, you g jalan jalan and rasa disayangi semua,tapi just for awhile. Sbb dunia fana. Sementara. Bodohloh if you depend ur happiness on something yg bersifat sementara. You know, this is the only way to distract myself from easily attach with everything. Kosong kan hati.hanya untuk Pencipta sbb Dia selayaknya ada di hati kita yg selalu berbolak balik tu :)

So whatever life throw at you either u like or dislike, just face it! Sbb rasa sakit malu sedih apa tu semua sementara saja sifatnya. Ingattt girls, berdiri atas kaki sendiri :)

Woot woot. I would like to say hapoy birthday to my beloved girlfie Farihah Asri, sweet 23rd baby!!

im okay

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)

Dont settle for good,
Demand for great.

Easy to say huh :)

Im appreciate it, how some people try to find me whilst busying with part time job and study..jazakallahu khayr kesayangans :')

keep your face outta my sight

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)

Imma kind of peson who love listening to my heartbeat and I strongly believe many people out there did that too. I constantly feeling helpless...each beat is numbered and edging ever closer to the last one. When will it be the last? Wallahualam. Only the Creator know things beyond our control.

Everytime I listened to my heartbeat, undescribeable feeling, like its another way to be closer to myself in this very distracting world instead of ablution and prayer. Allahu Ahad. Allahu Akbar. The inevitability of death is in a way anaesthetic.. :'(

oh wait...I just cant imagined how some people can smile on others hardship. Or maybe just a fake smile it is? I do not know and I have no interest to know how and why for some people we met, might best to not keep them for so long, a silent goodbye sound better. 

How I wish that I can be nice to others regardless of how terribly sad I am, but hey knock knock! Imma human too. Thou my heart hurt sometimes when people treat me so badly, I told myself to do post mortem of what Ive done or maybe its because of the sins Ive committed in the past neither having bad judgement to Allah why He chose me to be in that situation nor blame that person who hurt me. I try to keep myself in a positive atmosphere however sometimes I failed to, honestly many times. But who really cares huh in this selfish wordly life :( 

What mom told me when I was a kid, pain is temporary. You never how it will last but eventually the pain will subside and something else will take it place, jadi bersabar lah because truly after hardship comes ease inshaa Allah. aamiin. 

Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan Saja mengatakan bahawa "Kami telah beriman" sedankan mereka tidak diuji?" Al-Ankabut 2:3

Divine love is never deceiving. :)

Imma happy girl with happy tummy for I had ikan bakar and fish curry for dinner, mussels chili for breakfast and how fried chempedak and banana for tea time.hihi alhamdulillah, thanks mom and makteh! :D so great to be home!

If you just said youre missing me without any action, know that I miss you more so badly but I have to endure it because I have lost my trust on you.

I stand for me

Assalamualaikum Wbt :)

hi. Nama saya Nana (bukan nama sebenar). Disini (Adelaide) kawan kawan baru (kawan kawan uni) dan guru guru (lecturers) used to call me as Nur, especially Dr Alex Hariz, Mr David Cropley, Dr Robby Mckilliam, Assc Prof Jane, Dr Ming and opkoss lah Dr Duc Pham!hihi

Alhamdulillah Rezeki Allah ada di mana mana, siapa ja yg tahu?:) dulu zaman sekolah, teruk sgt malas nk p sekolah, syukurlah Allah bg jugak peluang masuk uni.hee

Tapi, I regret. Sbb tak guna peluang yg Allah bg tu betul betul. If someone can invent time machine, I will seriously be the first buyer!

Baiklah, nak tidur. Puas sakan menangis, sakit kepala sudah. Tidurlah. Esok dan esok kita pelru berjuang lagi. Wahai diri, bertahan lah selagi mampu.

Let see who will stick by my side thru up and down :)