tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72548495845438267032024-03-05T19:40:47.330-08:00seindah biasaNana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-17987977368466698662016-04-10T07:38:00.001-07:002016-04-10T07:38:17.374-07:00insanIn the name of Allah the most Gracious and the most Merciful :)<br />
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Alhamdulillah.<br />
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bila lelah<br />
teringat dosa dosa kita<br />
muga Allah hapuskan<br />
dengan sakit keringat kita tanggung sekarang<br />
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sebab si pendosa<br />
mencuci dosa dosa membersih diri<br />
sebelum kembali pulang<br />
sahut seruan Illahi<br />
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saat kita sedar<br />
dengan dosa yang kita lakukan<br />
syukurlah masih ada kasih sayang Tuhan<br />
untuk buat kita rasa berdosa<br />
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muga gigih pandang ke depan<br />
jangan sedih dihantui kisah silam<br />
kita tak tahu apa caturan Tuhan<br />
semuga tak lekang dari kasih sayang Nya<br />
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aamiin :)Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-37198241574990822502016-03-13T10:44:00.000-07:002016-03-13T10:44:22.660-07:00dia<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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dan kita si pendosa memutuskan untuk bersendiri, bertatih meraih memenangi kembali cinta illahi, semuga Tuhanku tidak memalingkan pandangan-Nya dari melihat wajah ku hamba-Nya yang hina.<br />
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To his next girl, if you ask yourself why I ever left after all things me and him went through, know that I never did, fate did. Although I wish it didn't, if by the time u as his next girl finish reading the last sentence you ask yourself, or tell yourself that if someone really wants to be with you, fate couldn't stop it as the effort to be put in was up to us, then know that I tried, and I tried, and after all the times I've been treated like I menat nothing more or been ignored, that I still tried but what the mind think of isn't always what the heart wants. No matter what I say or do to have him back, couldn't have made him change his mind about me. His heart no longer belongs to me, as his hand would soon become someone else's to hold. As he said, let give our heart a break and so I did and agreed.<br />
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Dan diri ini sedar, cinta manusia itu jika tidak bersandar pada agama dan hukum Pencipta, maka hancurlah dua jiwa. Kejarlah cinta illahi, kejarlah walau pn dah penat berlari kerana manisnya nanti kelak dirasai, adalah hakiki.<br />
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Dan saat awak baca ni (maybe awak baca lah kot) kita dah buat haluan masing masing. pergilah, semuga berbahagia selalu dan terima kasih untuk semuanya. It is not a mistake, tapi adalah sebuah teguran dari pencipta buat saya. Hilang awak, tak seteruk hilang cinta Illahi... alhamdulillahNana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-22798853904957935502016-03-13T10:15:00.001-07:002016-03-13T10:15:34.356-07:00yang baru itu hati kita<div style="text-align: center;">
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In the name of Allah, the most gracious and merciful</div>
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Syukur dan redha setelah merasai kegagalan, ialah penyembuh kepada hati yang menanggung beban lelah minda yang memikirkan langkah untuk kita terus maju menempuh sisa kehidupan yang tidak kita ketahui bila penamatnya.</div>
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Terima kasih dan sujud hanya pada Allah SWT Tuhan sekalian alam kerana menghadiahkan sebuah keluarga yang sangat memahami dan kuat, untuk kita menjadi lebih kuat, demi Allah dan demi mereka :)</div>
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Demi Allah, saya tidak kuat dan kerana Allah saya menjadi kuat, alhamdulillah!</div>
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Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-64471106842662571622015-05-19T02:26:00.001-07:002015-05-19T02:26:31.304-07:00it's been awhileit's been awhile after I've posted about me and him fought over something, well it was me who started the war. my bad. up till now, we still in that silent treatment and cold war. Allahu Allah. Woke up this morning and something crossed my mind; after what we've been together, macam tu ja sekelip mata hilang rasa kebergantungan terhadap satu sama lain. Sungguhlah dunia yang sifatnya sementara, juga segala isi didalamnya. Jadi kusandarkan doa dan serahkan pula hati pada Dia yang selayaknya.. Sehebat mana aku cuba, kalau kita bukanlah ditakdirkan bersama, tak jadi juga.. Let's cherish masa yang kita ada to spent together sbb kita tak tahu until when kita sama sama, mungkin esok kita stranger to each other, wallahualam.<br />
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Terima kasih, for being nice all these while :) alhamdulillah. Semuga masih ada masa untuk kita lebih kenal hati budi masing masing, and for now, focus utk career dlu inshaa Allah!Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-47580280360181818862015-04-29T18:13:00.001-07:002015-04-29T18:13:13.053-07:00maafi felt so stupid.<div>
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just because.</div>
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just because aku rasa permintaan die terlalu mengada ngada.</div>
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tapi sesal datang tanpa diduga</div>
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dan tak patut dapat layanan macam tu pun</div>
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bukan aku tak menghargai kehadiran dia</div>
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tapi banyak tapi</div>
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lepas satu dan satu hal</div>
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mungkin mudah melupakan itu, aku</div>
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dan tak semua orang sama dengan aku</div>
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cuba untuk faham</div>
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dan aku kata aku sabar</div>
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tapi bila dah lama</div>
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dan aku rasa sabar tu sampai kemuncak sabar</div>
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tapi aku tahu</div>
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lepas tu kena sabar juga</div>
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dan aku tahu salah dan puncanya itu aku</div>
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dan aku cuba untuk membetulkan semua</div>
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tapi hampir semua usaha itu juga nampaknya salah</div>
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dan bolehkan kalau dia</div>
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tunjukkan dan ajarkan aku cara yang dia selesa</div>
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supaya aku dapat buat apa yang dia suka</div>
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sebaiknya</div>
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dan jangan katakan pada aku</div>
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kekurangan layanan dan sikapku </div>
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tanpa tunjukkan pada aku bagaimana yang sesuai dengan dia</div>
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sebab aku tak pandai baca minda orang</div>
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dan aku tak suka nak main tarik tali</div>
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kalau itu, katakan itu</div>
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agar biar jelas fahamnya</div>
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maaf</div>
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aku sedar</div>
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bila dah marah tu punya dalam hati</div>
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apa yang manis pun dah tak rasa manis lagi</div>
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Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-68875407548010089642015-04-05T09:46:00.000-07:002015-04-05T09:46:00.100-07:00me and himback in 2012, whilst waiting for lift, a cute stranger asked my name "Nana Farhanah"? we exchanged smile and I managed to asked his name as well. I forgot about our first met until I saw him at Arabic food restaurant on my graduation. But just acting cool, curik curik tengok ja and whisper dalam hati "that guy, i know him." <div>
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Sampailah before datang Adelaide, I texted him thru facebook asking about some system and networking thingy. I'm always waiting for reply from him, tah hape hape. I should be more sensitive lepas ni, tahu apa yang kita rasa. And again, it stopped there. </div>
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After I've settled down in Adelaide, we became friend (thanks FB but he got my number thru instagram) yeay! :D Alhamdulillah that everything went well and now dah a year and half, still counting. Tapi, belum sah halal lagi. Cuma sekadar dia tahu hati ini sayang dia, and likewise. </div>
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First dating, dkt Mcdonald dgn kawan kawan.hahah lepas tu second date pun dgn kawan kawan..third and onwards je berdua lebih baik.kahkahkah ohhh he did bought me something all way long from Phuket (with love bruhh) and selendang semerah hati kita. *overnya*</div>
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I'm glad he finally said thing I was praying for during Ramadhan and he managed to meet arwah tok last year Raya. He came for a visit all way long from KL, I'm appreciated it and I started to love him more deeply. I once told myself that I will marry a guy who managed to meet my grandma, alhamdulillah its him, and muga dia lah yang sambut tangan wali kita terima nikah nanti inshaa Allah.aamiin</div>
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dia, cukuplah dia Tuhan.</div>
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yang hiasi hariku dengan senyuman dan wajah manisnya.</div>
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yang tak buat aku lupa pada pencipta</div>
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yang kasihnya buat aku dahagakan sayang pelukan emak</div>
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yang bila bersamanya buat aku jadi rapat dengan semua</div>
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yang buka mataku cinta bukan segalanya</div>
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yang mengajar aku untuk sentiasa berpada bersederhana</div>
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yang mengajar aku melihat dunia dr mata hati</div>
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terima kasih awak, yang berkejar ke airport nak bawa saya balik kedah tgk arwah atok. yang sanggup dtg dr kl ke bangi tiap kali kita jumpa. yang selalu paksa sy makan habis makan bebanyak. and thanks lahhh sbb tahan dgn perangai clingy sy.</div>
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awak. yang selalu buat tak tahu padahai caring tahap boleh bengkak mata kita nangis.</div>
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motif? I'm just glad u're part of my life and maybe one day part of my family inshaa Allah. aamiin</div>
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because I seriously in love.</div>
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Syukur, alhamdulilllah.</div>
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Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-45993437481645324692015-03-16T20:07:00.005-07:002015-03-16T20:07:48.515-07:00spaceAssalamualaikum :)<br />
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If you have to leave, can't u remember why we choose to be together at first. Well, we stil can make a good ending for every story in our life thou the beginning not really nice.<br />
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Kalau banyak sgt benda bad happened, cant u even remember at least one good memory we had together and hold to it? So that we can still be together.<br />
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if ur heart say u should leave, no matter how hard I try to make u stay, I believe you will walk away. And everything happen with Allah will. :)<br />
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Cause there's no use if u always see the bad in the good thing.<br />
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Im giving you all spaces u need and use it wisely from now.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-69943013607015364552015-03-13T09:49:00.004-07:002015-03-16T20:09:06.682-07:00saying goodbye wasnt that hard when u've got enough. Wooo I was surprised to see 100 pageviews today, I mean like seriously!? just a random click I believe.<br />
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Theres an issue with my Facebook dp where everyone thoughts a guy holding my hand. Totally crap, lemme explain but wait, ghetiss ke? Just who want to know :p<br />
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Im totally happy some people walk out of my life these days.hihi I dont need those friends who only bring negative vibe. Treat me badly, its a statement of who you are. If I really deserve it, alhamdulillah well at least Ive got some of punishment in dunya foe all bad things Ive did ;)<br />
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well live yourlife for the sake of Allah. Never ever bother about anyone else's life, we got our own story and make it a good history peeps!<br />
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Love and me?hahah<br />
People said lady should marry a guy who crazy of her, not her chasing crazily to that guy. Well, I strongly agre.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-67729238473206587122015-03-10T06:54:00.002-07:002015-03-10T06:54:32.172-07:00gumbira sangat to know your true colourI felt bad for someone. Because of me, I've put him and her fav girl almost into a fight (maybe, but no I guess).<br />
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Wishing you guys happily ever after and chill lah akak, I have my fav men yg sangat kacak rupa dan hati inshaa Allah, aamiin!<br />
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And for all harsh words Ive received today until menangis Iolls semuga air mata tu jadi air terjun yang menarik utk iollss and family di syurga nti inshaa Allah, aamiin.<br />
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Sebab I'm too sad to even tipu sikit say I'm okay dkt my superman, maaf iolls tk dpt reply ur wechat tonight.<br />
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Yes, iolls tk kuat mana.<br />
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Pesanan utk akak and abg tu, iolls bersyukur Allah pisahkan kita dulu. Alhamdulillah.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-36118879269423778122015-03-10T03:32:00.003-07:002015-03-10T03:32:49.528-07:00barakah!"Ahah.. I too experienced this.. Once upon a time.. Except that im the guy.. Or exactly like ur bf.. Well for me, we nid someone like u, i mean the loved one.. But we dont want to be attached.. And this of course happens when we are already too long in a relationship.. I dont know about anyone else's but again, he is exactly like me.. Except that i spent more time with my video games than friends.. Ahaa.. So my advice to u, keep sabar.. Yeah bcakap lg senang dr buat.. But thats one of the thing in a relationship.. Other than loyalty trust and so on.. Btw, u can always argue with him about how is ur relationship is heading.. Dont makan hati sorang diri.."<br />
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My bestfriend trying to say that Im annoying in nice way, good boy Vixar.<br />
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Exactly. And I know, the other half of me pun makan hati juga sebab kita asyik nak attention like helloo nana, dia bukan laki kau sah lagi okay nak kongkong sana kepit sini mana boleh oihhh. And i know, this all happened bukan my other half yang nak, but Allah. Kan kan?! Sebab Allah love us both, jd kalau asyik kepit and spending time together, nti dh kahwin, dh boring dh hilang barakah tu. After all, thanks Allah :) senuga tertulis dia untukku and likewise, Allahumma Aamiin! ;)<br />
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And now, Im okayyy! just have faith and enjoy life :)Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-71732976397876659382015-02-26T22:26:00.001-08:002015-02-26T22:26:16.544-08:00the fake "I love you"Assalamualaikum :)<br />
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something came into my mind this morning that human love are cheap! And so mine I guess (couple dgn org lain then clash then couple, urghh berubahlah Nana, aamiin).<br />
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what make me think human love are cheap? Because how easy we say to some people that we love them today, and our heart change after a month or maybe after a year. And because of love, a lot of people are struggling, suffering and depressed because they gave their hearts away to someone they fell in love with but in the end? :(<br />
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because of these words: "I love you"<br />
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and one who easily change their heart from someone to another, doesnt even know what love means, because if they knew what love meant, they wouldnt be telling it to everyone, they would be upright..<br />
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so people, girls especially, dont allow the words "i love you" to go straight into your heart because anyone could say that to you and you might caught, hooked and what happens? Shaytaan got grip on you! Nauzubillah..<br />
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remember that the heart and the mind are the most powerful organs Allah has given it to us and blessed us with. So please dont allow people to control it, nobody shall control it besides Allah, dont hand it over someone please dont.<br />
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Because love come from our heart and our mind, which belong to Allah and inshaa Allah one day after we are married and within the limit we can give and share the portion of our heart with our spouse by the will of Allah, only then we know we found the right person :)Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-14140784016026286612015-02-21T07:16:00.002-08:002015-02-21T07:16:34.956-08:00why?andai akhirnya cuma luka<div>
Kenapa masih bertahan</div>
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Sedang kau tahu diri tak kuat</div>
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Harus dimaniskan pahitnya sedih </div>
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Dan bila kau mampu untuk memilih</div>
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Pasti ada satu ketika </div>
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Saat kau mengeluh</div>
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Dan rasa kesal menyapa</div>
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Sungguh yang kita bilang terbaik</div>
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Sebab tak ada yang sempurna</div>
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Bila tak sempurna itu cuma alasan</div>
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Andai diselit usaha</div>
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Menanti diam disini</div>
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Harus dirakam agar kau tak bisa lupa?</div>
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Apa harus disakiti dan terus disakiti</div>
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Kelak buka bicara</div>
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Cuma salah dia</div>
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Kenapa? </div>
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Cuba. </div>
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Untuk sekelian kali fahami diamnya dia</div>
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Rasai tiap hela nafas rindu</div>
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Dengarlah dari hati namamu dalam doanya</div>
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Sebab rasa kasih</div>
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Cuma pinjaman</div>
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Seperti bangunnya pagi esok, </div>
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Kau tak aku kenali lagi.</div>
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Fahami, Hormat, dan hargai. </div>
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Mungkin yang pendek akal</div>
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Senang dibeli dengan manis bicara</div>
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Kita punya Tuhan</div>
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Punya agama</div>
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Tapi itu bukan alasan</div>
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Untuk tak pernah mencuba</div>
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Andai dulu menyakiti</div>
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Andai dulu gemar menyindir</div>
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Andai dulu harapnya balasan baik dari manusia</div>
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Maka kita cuba</div>
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Walau gagal</div>
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Bukan hasilnya</div>
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Manusia gemar menilai</div>
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Teus menilai</div>
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Bisa buat hati yang bersih jadi kotor</div>
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Sebab diamnya kita</div>
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Buat gerunnya lawan</div>
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Atas kerana diam itu lebih baik dari berkata yang sia sia.</div>
Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-29572393217856846982015-02-14T21:05:00.002-08:002015-02-14T21:05:38.818-08:00seret?#Repost ・・・<br />
Jangan tarik abah ke neraka.<br />
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Seret dia, seret!<br />
Sebab anak dia tak tutup<br />
auratlah abah diseret!<br />
Sebab anak dia tak jaga<br />
pergaulanlah abah diseret!<br />
Sebab anak dia sudah hilang rasa malulah abah diseret!<br />
Kita perempuan<br />
memang suka seret orang ke neraka, ya?<br />
Ya Allah, ampuni kami.<br />
Tolong...<br />
jangan nak senang sangat bertepuk-tampar dengan lelaki ajnabi.. Ya Allah..<br />
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Andai satu hari aku diuji dengan<br />
perkara yang di atas,<br />
aku mohon, jangan tinggalkan aku.<br />
Kalau waktu itu, hati aku dah keras sangat mahu terima teguran kalian,<br />
aku mohon, tetaplah bimbing aku. Jangan biarkan aku.<br />
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Kalau saat-saat akhir aku,<br />
Aku masih tak berubah,<br />
aku mohon, ingatkan aku dengan azab pedih Allah.<br />
Ingatkan aku yang aku pernah<br />
Tegur orang perkara ini dulu.<br />
Ingatkan aku neraka Allah panas.<br />
Ingatkan aku wanita-wanita banyak di neraka.<br />
Ingatkan aku.<br />
Ingatkan aku atas setiap lisan yang berbicara.<br />
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Ingatkan aku, atas segenap<br />
tulisan aku yang kalian baca.<br />
Kalau Allah mahu tarik hidayah, sekejap saja.<br />
Kalau Allah maahu beri hidayah pun, sekejap saja.<br />
Maafkan aku atas pahit bicara<br />
yang hakikatnya aku cakap pada diri aku.<br />
Sekarang ini, bila tulis macam ni,<br />
aku tambah bimbang juga.<br />
'Matinya hati, adalah saat kau pergunakan agama demi kepentingan diri kau.'<br />
Doakan aku yang hina.<br />
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I stalked my friend's ig and found this meaningful reminder. Allahu Rabbi,Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-9012460802259382802015-02-14T06:52:00.002-08:002015-02-14T06:52:15.903-08:00Assalamualaikum :)<br />
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I have stop texting someone I cling to for almost 9 hours, yeayyy! Unfortunately I cant stop thinking about that person. Dah makan ke die, sihat dh ke, demam lagi ke. Macam macam dalam otak.<br />
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No not because of ego ke sulking ke. just that person need own space so Im giving it. Literally hurt me when I miss that person but I have to endure it. Risau risau semua then let go of that feeling, serahkan semuanya pada Allah. Cz Im away and dun have any superpower pun, jadi yakin ja Allah will take good care of people I loved most.<br />
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<br />Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-66590347442392716402015-02-13T18:00:00.001-08:002015-02-13T18:00:08.387-08:00summer heat waveAssalamualaikum :)<br />
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After two years in Adelaide, first time to enjoy the summer heat.lol first day of arrival, I was shocked when the captain said it was 17 degree down in Melbourne. Hmph when I stepped out of the airport, super hot weather! Menangis ketiak iols.<br />
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As a result of weather changing, Im on fever for almost 4 days now. *tears*<br />
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Am homesick to be exact. And rindu buah hati iols yang demam demam, demam rindu katanya.hewhew<br />
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I was hoping am goin to pass with flying colors for my renewable energy exam, worth balik lah iols sacrifice holiday time with family and kekasih hati.kehkeh<br />
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Cant wait to see my mawson lakes girls, ramai dah tukar status for this coming autumn study period. Myself kahwin? Inshaa Allahh tp have to wait until me and him finish study :) siapa tak nak kahwin cik adik cik akak cik abg oii. Just a matter of time.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-15042477903121081882015-02-04T06:26:00.004-08:002015-02-04T06:26:48.131-08:00diriSelalunya diri<br />
Nampak besar salahnya orang dari diri sendiri<br />
Rasa mulianya sendiri dari semua orang<br />
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Bagaimana kau kira ikhlas hati mu<br />
Bila laju tutur mu kata aku ikhlas<br />
Benarkah diri mu ikhlas begitu?<br />
Bukan ikhlas itu ukurannya di sisi Tuhan<br />
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Dan apa nilai ikhlas mu bila kau tak punya apa kau hajati<br />
Tak dapat layanan seelok yang engkau beri<br />
Diungkit kembali apa yang kau katakan kau ikhlas memberi<br />
Begitu harga ikhlas mu<br />
Mengaharap balasan dari manusia?<br />
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Allahu Akbar.<br />
Nauzubillahi minzalik.<br />
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Tuhan muga Kau jangan serahkan kami pada manusia.<br />
Biar buruk sesama manusia<br />
tapi nama ku disebut penghuni langit.<br />
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Dan muga sabar dalam hati kecil ini<br />
Akan terus bertapak<br />
Terus setia sabar dalam diri biar sebati<br />
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Allahumma Aamiin.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-40570914160794256662015-02-03T20:34:00.001-08:002015-02-03T20:34:15.458-08:00berubah dan istiqamahteruja dia bangun pagi. Harapan kunun nak jumpa buah hati makan tengahari bersama sekali. Hahaaha habis semua kerja rumah siap di awal pagi. Selang berapa minit je cek fon. Dan cek fon. Drap drap hati jatuh sbb tak dapat jumpa. Tapiiii dah janji to her ownself not to over clingy anymore. :D so instead of alaaaa, dah berjaya cakap tak apa dari hati :D <div>
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I wont chase people anymore. I will just love some people and make time for them. Sebab masa paling bernilai. Tiap detik we have had with people we love skrg tak akan kita dapat di masa lain. Jadi belajar lah menghargai instead ingin dihargai sbb bila kita dah spread the love, you will definitely be loved. </div>
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untuk setiap kata mengada yang menghiris,</div>
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Maafkan.</div>
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Untuk setiap masam muka yang mengganggu fikiran,</div>
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Maafkan.</div>
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Untuk setiap tingkah laku yang mengguris rasa,</div>
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Maafkan.</div>
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Sebab aku jauh dari sempurna. Dan terlalu takut untuk mengaku aku tidak sempurna. Masih banyak harus aku pelajari. Harap kau sentiasa setia di sisi. </div>
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NFH and MFF :)</div>
Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-1539564917654253132015-01-27T06:36:00.001-08:002015-01-27T06:36:53.189-08:00Diasebab bila tak mampu nak cerita pada manusia<div>
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Saat kita mula kenal kawan dan lawan</div>
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Hitam dan putih</div>
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Rasa kita perlukan bahu untuk bersandar</div>
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Tapi tidak punya satu</div>
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Sentiasa ada lantai dan tanah untuk terus sujud</div>
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Setia</div>
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Allahu Allah</div>
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Saat dipatahkan hati kita</div>
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untuk tak terus berharap pada manusia</div>
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Agar kita sedar siapa kita</div>
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Leka sejauh mana kita</div>
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semua milik Dia.</div>
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Baik dengan Allah, baiklah segalanya.</div>
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Inshaa Allah</div>
Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-63940330502764172772015-01-13T06:14:00.000-08:002015-01-13T08:12:46.835-08:00retakAssalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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Dan bila aku khabarkan padamu<br />
Retak derai airmataku<br />
Kau kata ya<br />
Kau kata kau ada<br />
Kau kata kau disampingku<br />
Kau kata<br />
Cuma kata<br />
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Dan bila aku menunggu<br />
Kau kata kau benar<br />
Hanya kerana aku tidakkan salahmu<br />
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Apa kau lupa aku bisa berpaling<br />
Tapi aku masih disini<br />
Kerana aku memilih kau<br />
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Most of the time kita rasa kita paling kasihan amat kesian. Kita lupa setiap orang ada pengorbanan yang dia buat like in a relationship. Kita rasa kita dah beri, kita dah korban segala macam tapi tak dihargai. Sebab kita lupa, orang di pihak sana juga banyak berkorban dan ingin rasa dihargai. Tapi banyaknya, kita sedar lepas kita dah lepaskan geram. Barulah nak kesian semua. Haishhh so how are u goin to measure the honesty kalau u kept on asking people to appreciate you?haa jawab jawab.lol kalau kita nak rasakan ikhlas, kita banyakkan memberi, beri kasih sayang tulusnya tanoa mengharap disayangi. Hello,ramai anak ana yatim and anak angkat kat luar sana yang teringin nak ada family lik us, hiduo mcm kita, surrounded by people who love us. Alhamdulillah and lets pray better future for our brothers and sisters out there..<br />
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Im always wonder how people can get along in a relationship for a long time and tie it up with marriage. "To love is to commit". As simple as that.<br />
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Just like my partner selalu cakap, jagalah relationship ni. Now I know what u mean. Fight for this relationship and never ever give up on it. :') if u choose to keep it, inshaa Allah Allah akan mudahkan. Semuanya atas kita ;)<br />
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My apology for always hurt you. I know all the things you did, for our own good. Tapi, selalu emosi yang kawal diri. Maaf, insecure ni buat diri jadi macam ni. Bcs takut hilang, takut hilang awak. Sorry :(Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-30874742058659215112014-12-20T08:21:00.000-08:002014-12-20T08:21:13.810-08:00koyakAssalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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Maaf tak sesuai jadi penutup cerita<br />
Walau selalu nya ya ia penamat segalanya<br />
Tapi tak mesti yang selalu itu indah<br />
Yang selalu itu bisa buat hati jadi rosak koyak<br />
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Apa maaf juga bagai tebu<br />
Ditanam hujung bibir<br />
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Hati rosak koyak<br />
Jiwa tahan pedih sekat airmata<br />
Tak mungkin bisa dicantum kembali<br />
Lukanya bisa sembuh<br />
Parutnya mungkan hilang<br />
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Mungkin.Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-28582004542603427232014-12-18T08:25:00.002-08:002014-12-18T08:25:16.284-08:00you are enoughAssalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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Macam tak sangka december almost come to the end. Pastu January then February. Haish. February means whattt? Means it time for good bye. It happen earlier than I expected. :(<br />
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Sungguh tak tipu, tiap kali log out, baru tringat eh I should write about my life mcm pegi jalan jalan sorang dkt bali, pei jumpa mat luthfi dkt perth. Tp lps tu, :/ jd kenangan juga. Mgkin this is what life is all about. You sedih, you happy, you mengamuk, you gelak, you g jalan jalan and rasa disayangi semua,tapi just for awhile. Sbb dunia fana. Sementara. Bodohloh if you depend ur happiness on something yg bersifat sementara. You know, this is the only way to distract myself from easily attach with everything. Kosong kan hati.hanya untuk Pencipta sbb Dia selayaknya ada di hati kita yg selalu berbolak balik tu :)<br />
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So whatever life throw at you either u like or dislike, just face it! Sbb rasa sakit malu sedih apa tu semua sementara saja sifatnya. Ingattt girls, berdiri atas kaki sendiri :)<br />
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Woot woot. I would like to say hapoy birthday to my beloved girlfie Farihah Asri, sweet 23rd baby!!Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-68704250981022380112014-12-13T10:22:00.002-08:002014-12-13T10:22:30.615-08:00im okay Assalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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Dont settle for good,<br />
Demand for great.<br />
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Easy to say huh :)<br />
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Im appreciate it, how some people try to find me whilst busying with part time job and study..jazakallahu khayr kesayangans :')Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-25253314222409727402014-12-11T09:48:00.000-08:002014-12-11T09:57:23.256-08:00keep your face outta my sightAssalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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Imma kind of peson who love listening to my heartbeat and I strongly believe many people out there did that too. I constantly feeling helpless...each beat is numbered and edging ever closer to the last one. When will it be the last? Wallahualam. Only the Creator know things beyond our control.</div>
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Everytime I listened to my heartbeat, undescribeable feeling, like its another way to be closer to myself in this very distracting world instead of ablution and prayer. Allahu Ahad. Allahu Akbar. The inevitability of death is in a way anaesthetic.. :'(</div>
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oh wait...I just cant imagined how some people can smile on others hardship. Or maybe just a fake smile it is? I do not know and I have no interest to know how and why for some people we met, might best to not keep them for so long, a silent goodbye sound better. </div>
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How I wish that I can be nice to others regardless of how terribly sad I am, but hey knock knock! Imma human too. Thou my heart hurt sometimes when people treat me so badly, I told myself to do post mortem of what Ive done or maybe its because of the sins Ive committed in the past neither having bad judgement to Allah why He chose me to be in that situation nor blame that person who hurt me. I try to keep myself in a positive atmosphere however sometimes I failed to, honestly many times. But who really cares huh in this selfish wordly life :( </div>
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What mom told me when I was a kid, pain is temporary. You never how it will last but eventually the pain will subside and something else will take it place, jadi bersabar lah because truly after hardship comes ease inshaa Allah. aamiin. </div>
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Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan Saja mengatakan bahawa "Kami telah beriman" sedankan mereka tidak diuji?" Al-Ankabut 2:3</div>
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Divine love is never deceiving. :)</div>
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Imma happy girl with happy tummy for I had ikan bakar and fish curry for dinner, mussels chili for breakfast and how fried chempedak and banana for tea time.hihi alhamdulillah, thanks mom and makteh! :D so great to be home!<br />
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If you just said youre missing me without any action, know that I miss you more so badly but I have to endure it because I have lost my trust on you.</div>
Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7254849584543826703.post-57291470853189026422014-11-24T07:12:00.004-08:002014-11-24T07:12:37.037-08:00I stand for meAssalamualaikum Wbt :)<br />
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hi. Nama saya Nana (bukan nama sebenar). Disini (Adelaide) kawan kawan baru (kawan kawan uni) dan guru guru (lecturers) used to call me as Nur, especially Dr Alex Hariz, Mr David Cropley, Dr Robby Mckilliam, Assc Prof Jane, Dr Ming and opkoss lah Dr Duc Pham!hihi<br />
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Alhamdulillah Rezeki Allah ada di mana mana, siapa ja yg tahu?:) dulu zaman sekolah, teruk sgt malas nk p sekolah, syukurlah Allah bg jugak peluang masuk uni.hee<br />
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Tapi, I regret. Sbb tak guna peluang yg Allah bg tu betul betul. If someone can invent time machine, I will seriously be the first buyer!<br />
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Baiklah, nak tidur. Puas sakan menangis, sakit kepala sudah. Tidurlah. Esok dan esok kita pelru berjuang lagi. Wahai diri, bertahan lah selagi mampu.<br />
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Let see who will stick by my side thru up and down :)Nana Farhanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16063289308485689693noreply@blogger.com0